Regular readers will know that the past year has been a rolling wave of "busy" for me. New job, tons of weekend commitments, and a family that is trying to retain their usual meet-ups despite expanding geographically (and somehow, "damn, that's a long ways to drive for dinner" never seems like an acceptable reason not to attend when it's me doing the driving and not them).
At any given point since this time last year, I could look out 2-3 weeks and see relief, but as those days and weeks ticked by the next large hurdle would become apparent.
The past few weeks I've become bone weary in the core, and have been nagged by headaches and other physical manifestations of long stress. The heat and humidity hasn't helped my mood either; summer is by far my least favorite season and July my least favorite month. I'm very much looking forward to the dry, crisp mornings of Fall and the first frost.
This weekend offered a welcome escape. Mrs. Durden had a planned trip with friends out of town this weekend, so I've been a bachelor the past few days. When she asked me what I intended to accomplish in her absence, I responded simply, "sleep." I wasn't kidding, she knew I wasn't kidding, and that in itself was funny enough that we both laughed.
I managed to leave work early on Thursday to work from home for a few hours (still legit "work" but I was out of the office doing email in shorts and a t-shirt), and on Friday I expended some vacation time and came home early. Other than a touch of yard work and a load of dishes, I've not done much over the past 48 hours. It's been a welcome escape. I've written some fiction, watched a few movies, and tinker with some game titles that I haven't messed with in ages (GW2, Starcraft2, and even a bit of EVE).
Whatever guilt I felt for not tackling one of the dozen or so projects awaiting my attention here at the house has been pushed away by the notion that we expend a vast amount of effort and rarely truly take time to enjoy the house, property, and neighborhood for what it is. I'm always doing something, going somewhere, and thinking about 20 things I should be doing next. Just sitting on my ass doing nothing has been a different experience and the hours of the day have stretched and become longer; weekends are usually gone in a blink but this particular weekend has felt stretched and time has moved slower.
So here's my advice: grab a drink and sit down. The world can wait a day.